Monday, November 07, 2011

All my Days..

Well I have been searching all of my days
All of my days
Many a road, you know
I've been walking on
All of my days
And I've been trying to find
What's been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night

Well I have been quietly standing in the shade
All of my days
Watch the sky breaking on the promise that we made
All of this rain
And I've been trying to find
What's been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night


Well many a night I found myself with no friends standing near
All of my days
I cried aloud
I shook my hands
What am I doing here
All of these days
For I look around me
And my eyes confound me
And it's just too bright
As the days keep turning into night


Now I see clearly
It's you I'm looking for
All of my days
Soon I'll smile
I know I'll feel this loneliness no more
All of my days
For I look around me
And it seems He found me
And it's coming into sight
As the days keep turning into night
As the days keep turning into night
And even breathing feels all right
Yes, even breathing feels all right
Now even breathing feels all right
It's even breathing
Feels all right

miss her... imyLyra

hurm.. lama gile x menulis dan meluah perasaan.. selalunye ade sum1 yg boleh dgr apa yg aku nk luahkan.. tapi arini tah nape rasa len macam.. dia x mcm selalu or aku yg rasa mcm tu..

aku sedar.. masing2 punya life masing2.. everybody deserve to live the life they wanted.. tu la masalah aku.. aku da syg sgt2 kat dia.. sumtyme sure dia rasa aku control dia.. maybe most of da tyme kot.. hurm.. penah dia suruh aku kurangkan syg kat dia.. lemas maybe.. hehehe.. tapi camne nk kurangkan syg kat org yg kite syg?.. gila sgt kalau aku leh wat camtu.. nk kurangkan syg kat dia tu umpama hati ni kena siat2.. lupa nk mention.. org yg aku syg tu pompuan.. gurl! aku syg sgt kat dia.. more than myself!

hurm.. hopefully one day bila aku da xde dia still tau aku syg sgt2 kat dia lebih dari nyawa aku sendiri.. n she will always be my bestie, my sis, my fren, n my family dunia akhirat....


Imyl.. i want u know... bape byk pon air mata ni menitik demi persahabatan ni.. i will always care 4 u, miss u n luv u... hopefully one day, bila kita da x boleh nk bersama physically, mentally n emotionally bonding will stay 4 eva...

Sy selalu doakan akak yg terbaik.. kesihatan yg baik, jodoh yg baik,.. perjalanan kehidupan yg baik.. kalau boleh mmg sy nk persahabatan ni kekal sampai bila-bila.. smpai ke syurga.. sy sentiasa berdoa.. sy sentiasa berusaha... tapi mungkin cara sy tunjuk sy syg tu akak x berkenan.. tambah lak akak selalu kata sy degil n keras kepala kan.. heheheh.. tu sume shows how much i luv u n how much i care 4 u...

today, sy rasa empty sgt.. sgt2 empty.. hurm.. mungkin dgn x bape sehat lagi kot..


thanks ye kak.. utk jaga sy selama ni... jaga sy masa sakit.. masa sehat.. care utk sy.. sy x dpt nk balas sume2 tu.. walaupon akak selalu marah sy.. sy tau tu akak marah sbb akak syg kan.. hehehe.. i admit.. sy mmg degil sgt.. tp degil2 sy, degil manje je.. hehehe... sorry wat idup akak miserable.. u gonna miss me when i'm not around anymore.. hehehe.. tp ingat.,. maksud sy not around anymore tu cume bile ajal je yg memisahkan sy ngan akak n dis friendship..

Luv u soo much kak... take care!...

Saturday, May 21, 2011

happy birthday to me!...

Happy birthday 2 me.. happy birthday 2 me.. happy birthday.. happy birthday... happy birthday 2 me...

Alhamdulillah.. makin bertambah umur... makin dekat dengan kematian... huhuhu..

Already cecah 25 dis year.. hurm.. tapi still feel like 23.. how?.. hehehe
Always young at heart..

1st of all tak tau nk kata apa.. sayu je sambut birthday kali ni.. really2 missed my late grand aunty.. missed her touch.. missed her smile.. missed her love.. duh.. now.. air mata meleleh lagi... huhuhuuhu.. meh la sama2 sedekahkan al-Fatihah kat my late grand aunty who always been there everytime i need her.. i love her sooo much but x sempat nk express that thing.. oh my.. i hope that she will rest in peace and know deep in my heart i always thinkin bout her day n night without failed.

ok2 tamau sedey2 la.. come on gurl.. u r strong kan?.. heheheh...

hurm.. rasanya dgn mood yang x bape stabil dis few days ade yg terasa hati ngan my tingkah laku kan.. to my best fren a.k.a my sis.. sorry 4 all my doings.. i know it hurts u a lot when that things happen.. it hurts me too... i'll take that as a lesson and experience in order for us to know each other better and better.. one thing that i need you to know is that i do LOVE u very2 much and i'm afraid of losing u.. thanks 4 always trying to make me happy n always being there.. i love u sooo much...

to my family members.. i know sometimes i make u all feel upset kan?.. tp believe me.. all that things happen bukan dirancang.. i'm not a perfect person.. i cant make everyone happy.. but i'll try.. guys.. i love u all with all my heart.. i will try to make all of you happy.. heheh.. thanks 4 celebrating my birthday and always be by my side.. mmuahx!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Tired of...

hai la hai..

betul2 menduga la this past few weeks.. hurm.. sabar manusia ada tahap dia... juz plz dont cross that line..

mmg betul la.. kdg2 manusia ni cuma nmpk salah org.. salah dia, dia x nmpak.. punca jadi sume ni dari dia, dia x nmpak...

nk tegur nnt kata kurang ajar lak.. ape leh wat?.. diam je la kan?.. bila diam makin lama makin menjadi lak.. seriously this matter mmg dah push me to the corner.. i'm afraid that i cant take it anymore...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. Kau berilah kekuatan hati padaku untuk menempuhi dan berdepan dengan perangai2 manusia ni...

Friday, March 18, 2011

A Friendship Promise..

When you are sad...
I will dry your tears.
When you are scared...
I will comfort your fears.


When you are worried...
I will give you hope.
When you are confused...
I will help you cope.


And when you are lost...
And can't see the light,
I shall be your beacon...
Shining ever so bright.


This is my oath
I pledge till the end.
Why, you may ask?
Because you're my

friend...

Thursday, March 10, 2011

opportunity knocks at the door.. really?..

haisy.. sedang2 membuat kerja office tadi then door bell kat opis ni bunyik.. ting tong..

tak putus2 bunyi dari tadi.. so, disebabkan yg len dah kuar, i need to entertain the person yg press the door bell tu..

yeah, benarlah apa yg diduga, sales person.. i've got no problem with the sales person.. they r doing great job (not all).. but this one has made me wanna know more about their product..

1st he try to sell to me the product but rasanya dia fed-up kot ngan my answer.. so he try to recruit me to do his other business with a quite pay-off commision.. hurm..impressive office address, impressive commision, easy job.. shud i believe?..

is it true that people always said that opportunity comes n knock at our door only once?..

shud i ignore this opportunity or shud i take the risk to know what is all about?..

think..think..n think..

by tomorrow i need an answer.. fuhh..fuh... hopefully i will choose the ryte one..

mood : curios + hopeful.. ngeee.. =)

testing

hi there...

gosh.. dunno what to write, where to start and what shud i share.. hehehe...
sy budak baru blaja nk mem'blog'kan diri... so, this is my 1st writing or ice breaking session i guess.. hehehe..

hopefully i will have the chances n time to write about anything that i feel... *hopeful*

okeyh, will come back soon.. nyte! =)